Thoughts of a Christian Farm Girl.

  So I was scrolling through my news feed on facebook and a suggested post came up it was "I Used to Cry" by Lynn music. I like a lot of music pages so naturally I get stuff like this a lot! I liked the music so I watched it. If you want to watch it I would definitely look up the lyrics because the video was not very appropriate 😑 But anyway.  In the video it shows the girl,  (I guess she's Lynn)  with mean words all over her body,  like freak and fake and stupid and MANY more. She says in the song something like it became to much to handle. And I got to thinking kids in school are made fun of everyday. Constantly picked on and bullied. And it's NOT OK. Did you know that each year 44,193 Americans die by suicide. And for every suicide there are 25 attempts. On average there are 121 suicides per day. That's wrong. And I bet a lot is from kids bullying other kids  you must have a really sick twisted mind to hurt someone so much  they attempt or ...

The Lord laid this on my heart to post about this so please take the time to read it❤ Ok so a lot of people don't like how they look. They think their ugly,  or fat,  to tall,  to short, I could go on and on! But guess what? Your beautiful.  Don't believe me?  Here look what the Bible says: "You are altogether beautiful, my love; there is no flaw in you." Song of Solomon 4:7 And we shouldn't worry about our outward appearances,  here read what the Bible has to say: "your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as elaborate hairstyles and the wearing of  gold jewelry or fine clothes. Rather it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight." 1 peter 3:3-4 And how about this verse: but the Lord said to Samuel "Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him." the Lord does not look at the things people look at. People look...

I walked out to the fence where my land stops and my neighbors starts. I was only there to catch the fighting cats, but something else stopped me. It was the beauty. The lovely pond, the wonderful blue sky, and the endless trees and magnificent fields. As I rocked back and forth on  the wire fence, admiring the serene beauty I started to think. This is God's art. I thought. And I'm God's art. I am beautiful because God created me. It's so awesome that God wanted me in this world, that I have a purpose. That God saw me fit to fulfill this purpose in life. Suddenly everything seemed OK. Being behind on school was OK, fighting with my parents seemed stupid and OK, all my worries were so little and stupid. Everything was OK. Everything I had just thought went to my heart. Knowing that God created beautiful, wonderful things. Nothing changed but somehow everything did. Jesus loves me and he gave me a purpose in life. His purpose. It's truly an honor 💕 Just...

It's time to hear more about  this project of mine. So I'm a pretty nice person but there's always room to be kinder! Like I'm not always kind to my brothers, let's face it,  little brothers are pretty annoying! They steal your stuff, their constantly in the way and always want to be with you! But instead of yelling at them I'm gonna say it's not nice to steal, tell them why it's not nice to steal. Ask them to leave me alone,  when they  want to be with me.  But first let me say this,  your brothers probably look up to you,  it may not seem like that but  they probably do. You may think they just want to annoy you but they  want to spend time with you and do things with you! So maybe instead of being alone and overthinking go play that game of badminton with them!  Their not gonna be little forever! So back to where I was originally going with this, this summer I'm gonna volunteer at the nursing home,  make some stuff for some...

Be kind. It's as simple as that. In a world where you can be anything be kind.  Go out of your way to help someone, to make someone smile and to make someone feel good about themselves! You have no idea what people are going through and if you are unkind you could just make someone feel worse! You can be kind in all different ways!  Help someone who isn't tall enough to reach the top shelf, sit with someone a at the nursing home, help a little old lady cross the street,  little boy at the grocery store can't find his mom help him!  That little thing for you could mean something huge for someone else! And sharing God's word is one of the best ways of being kind! I recently read a book about a girl who didn't think she was good enough for God so she was no longer a Christian. Don't think that! First of all a little self confidence! It's just as important to be kind to yourself as anyone else!  Anyway where I was going with this is let someone kno...

The words love, hope, peace and joy used to be just words to Me. But after really being depressed and stressed I gave all my problems to God and I'm trusting him to take care of me. The other day I was feeling really bad and I got really mad and upset when some girl was being insensitive about my grandpa's  death. She probably didn't know it but it still hurt me all the same. So anyway I was feeling horrible and I had been fighting with my mom and so I was upset. And then I thought of the song "Something in the water"  by Carrie Underwood. And in the song she talks about giving everything bad over to God and she found love, and strength and now she is changed. So I went in my bedroom,  I fell to my knees,  and I asked God to forgive me for not trusting him when I know I should have,  and I gave him everything. I'm happy now. I am loved by God,  I can hope in God, I get Joy from God and and most importantly to me I have found peace in God. The Lord is...

My Grandpa died a few months ago from cancer.  And I miss him like crazy. I didn't get to see him the last few years of his life.  Both of us were unable to travel. I hear how my siblings talk about my grandpa,  they remember so much more then I do.  It saddeneds me that I didn't get to know him as well as the others. But I do remember a few things. Like how he had his favorite big green chair and he would set four of us kids on his lap. He would scratch our backs or jump us up and down on his leg. When I was younger I always thought it was weird for guys to wear pink or purple but my grandpa rocked both of those colors. I remember one night,  we had gone over to my grandparents house, and they gave us helmets that looked like what fire fighters wear. We had so much fun. I Love my Grandpa very much and I'm so very glad he decided to accept Jesus Christ as his Lord and Savior.  So I can one day see him again. And I know when I go to heaven, ...